My Indulgence

I was almost about
to lose my faith
was still dreaming but feared it was too late
but when you came along to my surprise
and stole my heart before my very eyes...

I have not heard this song for a long long time, and you know what I heard the song last night on the radio and it brought back memories more than 10 years ago. It was about 7 in the evening, no exact date, but was one of the night that was filled warm and fuzzy feelings because Im riding the jeep alone with my crush. He lives near where I live (Gerona area, Iligan City). Sounds corny since im already 33 years old and kept talking about warm fuzzy feelings about a very long time crush who maybe at this time is already married and doesnt even give a hint of anything I felt about many many years ago.

I was a time when the song played and I wish that the jeep would just fly and bring me home, I cant even move my head or even my whole body, it felt strange, everything in one the feeling is indescribable, no words could ever describe the loud beating of my heart ( I was afraid that my crush could hear it). The jeepney driver did not cooperate,the travel is so slow than ever, I could not stand his presence as if its killing me softly.

Well, its all in the past now and moving forward but its nice to smile and remember wonderful shallow memories, im shallow person and simple things make me smile and brings joy to my heart.


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Posted in: crush, out of the blue on Tuesday, July 07, 2009 at at 7/07/2009 04:58:00 PM