16 June 2010

blah blah blah....

I just want to get tired and drown myself with all the work in the world. After all the exciting things That I have done over the weekend, I didnt expected that this would be the price that I have to pay.
Wew! I hate this. I hate when things get to this point in my life. I have done my part but it seems its not working and my efforts seemed nothing but junk. Worthless, useless, nada... WHy does it have to be like this. Im sad.... really sad... deeply sad. I want to work till I cant work no more and end up waking up again for work. I hope I have the shield so that I dont have to so balat sibuyas.

I have searched for verses to help me cope:

Proverbs 15:13 " A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit."

Philippians 4:13 " I can do everything through Him who gives me strentgh."